Sunday, August 14, 2011

I don't think suicide is wrong. It's more of a release. Anyone agree?

There is no heaven, there is no hell. When we die, that's it, and to me, it's a wonderful peace that I'm dying to experience (pardon the pun). Suicide is sometimes irrational if it's a split second decision, such as if a girlfriend dumps you and you kill yourself because of that. But I have been thinking about this for a while, and will probably off myself some time in the next year.I find nothing selfish about suicide if you're simply not enjoying life. No, life does not always get better. I have been holding out for it to get "better" for the past 10 years, and it's gotten worse instead. Some people have this demented idea that depression is something that magically disappears after a while. It doesn't. I'm 21 years old, and I've lived enough. I see no reason to be dragged through the delirious process of aging if I'm going to hate it. I didn't choose to be brought into this world.

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